A Stutter Does Not Limit You
AHS Drama member, Alex Jernegan, discusses life as a student actor with a stutter
A stutter is nothing to be ashamed of. Rather, it is something that makes a person stand out
A stutter is talking with a continued repetition of certain sounds or words. Personally, my stutter appears when I am talking too fast or have a lot of emotion behind what I’m saying. I have had difficulties with a stutter for many years of my life.
Over the last 8 years, I have gone to multiple places for speech therapy services. I started out at Puzzle Pieces in Quincey with a speech therapist named Amanda. She taught techniques for my breathing, going slow with my speech, controlling speed, and my modulation. In the summer time, I went to a camp that also worked with decreasing my stutter. I also completed some intense speech therapy at South Shore Hospital. In school, I work with Ms. Solano, the school’s speech therapist. Since I met her in my freshmen year, she has been so helpful with fluency strategies and communication skills.
Something that might surprise people because I have a stutter is that I am also an actor and a member of the drama club at AHS.
I began doing drama for the middle school from 7th – 8th grade. I first joined because a lot of my friends were members of the club, both in cast and crew. I figured I would try it and see how it goes. Let me say, getting into drama club was the best decision I have made so far in my academic career.
Fast forward to the start of my freshman year, I immediately joined AHS Drama. Though I did not have all my same friends, which was sad at first, I made new friends and reunited with some old friends from AMS Drama. That year, I auditioned for Mamma Mia! and did not land a role. I did not let stop me from being in the club. I joined up with stage crew so I could still be in the show.
About a year later, we did a prerecorded show of Working: The Musical. It was quite the stressful and frustrating process for the cast, crew, and director. Auditions were prerecorded. I thought mine looked terrible, yet I still landed a role! The club was able to pull the show together for an incredible result in the end.
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In autumn 2021, auditions were held for Elf: The Musical. Those auditions were better. Being able to land any role in show is sometimes surprising to me because with my nerves, I am known to stutter at auditions. Sometimes my stutter is impacted by my anxiety level. Therefore, I have had to work on relaxation techniques.
Over the last year, I worked quite diligently with Allie from South Shore Therapies. I rehearsed my drama parts and lines with her outside of rehearsal time. It made a huge difference in allowing me to speak my lines more clearly with little to no stutter. I was so surprised when I landed a speaking role for the show and my hard work paid off!
During the process for this show, I made even more friends. My experience with the drama club is that everyone accepts each other no matter what. The last five years of being in drama club I have made so many friends and learned different things about acting. Best of all, I had so many fun experiences I will never forget about. Drama can really be enjoyed by anyone. People can let loose, gain experience, make friends, and express themselves. I tend to really express myself around all my friends because, no matter what, we all accept each other in the drama club.
Alex Jernegan (Class of 2023) joined the Green Wave Gazette in his freshman year and is a senior right now. Alex has thought of being a writer but has...